Month: June 2005

The past few days have been weird; .a unique blend of stress & satisfaction, restlessness & comfort, joy and pain. At times one feels that the entire purpose of life is to keep others happy….but is it? At times I feel no purpose to life of my own….for some reason every component is tied to…

It was fathers day yesterday……..but this goes out to both of them….. im everything i am, because of them……. so heres to them…: For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you…

Why does life have to be so? Am I honest or deceptive? I feel something which contradicts my mind…. Am I lying to myself? Am I submitting to the cowardice of my mind? What is the fear? Is it rejection? Is it \”being discovered\”? Is it an uncertainity of the perception of the other person?…

Standing here today, with my arms wide open. Standing in wait, for the century that has gone. I feel frail now, weakened by longing, for the ages that have gone by, in the roaring silence. The silence drives me mad, the darkness burns my skin, the dry air….drowning me from within. I have waited for…

silence…. of loneliness… silence… of death… the silent world of a hundred people… all u can hear are the sound of moving paper… no wind no human voices no comuter keyboards no pnones no music….. untill some one hands u a handset…. and u hear a voice on the other side…. ur first human voice…